My wish list for this Christmas

1. Happiness
2. Peace on earth
3. Chuck Taylor shoes
4. new jeans
5. new shirt
6. new fone
7. i-pod
8. laptop
9. new havaianas
10. new hair
11. lots of food
12. one pack of dunhill frost
13. jansport bag
14. other bags
15. artwork slippers
16. new digicam
17. cash!!!!!

i know dreaming is for free...

Sweet December

Its been a month since i met this person and since then we didn't fail to see each other (literally) except Sundays, our respective family day. So Wat's up with that? our relationship to one another is still undefined but we use to do what a typical boyfriend/girlfriend does. Don't need to elaborate those but i could say that we are now close to each other and we're getting better and better everyday. Our daily routine is to stay on her dorm and drink at the nearest bar in la salle (yes, she is she so don't ask) She's always waiting for me during Monday, Wednesday and Friday that schedule is fixed when i am in my ojt. Tuesday and Thursday, we're still seeing after my class.

I didn't expect us to be like this. It's just we're always together and happened to like each other and eventually fall in love. I know her since last May summer but we don't know each other personally, this sem become an opportunity for us to meet personally. It also helped that she decided to study again after one semester of her graduation. Good thing that she's now close to my friends and i am happy with that. She is even with us celebrating our exclusive Christmas party.

When i am asked why i loved a person, i simply don't know the answer and its not an unusual thing to me. The perfect definition to me is still unknown and a big question mark. Its just happened and i felt it. If we were going to analyze on how many times we would like try to set a standard on a person that we would fall to, still the ideal person in our minds will not be the same as we would want to. I was really amazed on her life story and that was the one thing why i liked her at first. From her heart broken on her past relationships until she reveal about her baby boy. Yes, she has a very cute little baby named Elmo. I am willing to accept whatever the consequences may occur in the near future because it's a matter of risking, the thing that i do not usually do. (Damn I'm being emo!) I don't know 'til when this happiness that i feel will last, all i know is that i really want to be with her everyday and let's just see on how will the story work or ends. I am suppose to be happy now because even if i do not have her totally, at least she could have made my December sweet as ever.

Goodyear Phils.

It's been almost 3 weeks since i started my on-the-job training at Goodyear in Las Piñas City and i am having fun with it. The people there were all good most especially my boss Ms. Jasmin (loveyou ma'am!) she's really cool, loves to smile and very understanding because she knows that i'm living far from our office. What else? i am assigned at the accounting office even though it is not my field but it's okay as long as i am learning and exposed on different people. It wasn't really my plan to take my ojt this sem, it was supposed to be next year October because i will not be graduating this coming march. I was just influenced by my other classmates and friends to enrol it. The other thing is that i am also with my two closest friends, rachel and rose. I am not that bothered with everything because of them. One of my favorite part during our duty were the "yosi break" and lunch because we have a lot of time for it.

I am excited for this coming 23th because Goodyear will be having Christmas Party and we are also part of it. I am included in the Green team.. gogogo! lol

Next year when I come back to Goodyear, i promise that i will exert much effort to my work. I will just consider it as one of my new year's resolution. :)

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Okay, so its December again.. one of my favorite month aside from my name "April". I love December because it is the season of love and giving gifts plus the very cold climate. If i am going to compare myself from the previous December, i could say that i am different now. In what ways? My views about maturity and relationship had changed and somehow i became more mature than before. A lot of things happened, I've lost my first ever relationship but i've learned a lot of things from it and someday if i will enter in a relationship, i will lessen to do or rather not to do those things that me and my ex came to a sad ending.

I've met a lot of people and some of them made a big difference in my life. You will just wonder on how you came to choose a person who doesn't even know that you love her so much to the extent that you will no longer reveal what you really feel to conceal the truth and to protect the shit friendship. (sighs)

missing them

there are some people that i really miss and moments that i want to turn back…

when i look back i hear the laughter

when i look back i see the mushy moments


in my quite times the laughter of my friends screaming out my head..

i miss them.. i really miss them

in one hit it all gone

is it all gone?

i wish it wasnt

even though we’re still seeing each other

i want more, i want before..

but i guess its a matter of growing up

and we can’t always be together

busy.. yes that’s the word

we’re almost there

almost come to vanish

why am i talking like this?

because I'm bored and i miss them

alcohol, smoke…

that’s not makes me happy, its just secondary

but the people that i’m with while i’m doing those things

just wake me up to this cheesy mode of mine

i know one day we will be happy again

like what and who we are before..




“i miss you all”
- Apes